{POEM}: SO I CRIED

SO I cried by TemiJoy

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Yeah I failed
After all inputs
I could only produce less
I am shame
A shameful fool
Why have I done this?
Despite all measures

My dad and my Lord

My dad
I'm sorry I did this
Oh! He worked day and night
To ensure I had it all
Darkness and light
Toiling above Adam's grave
What else was I excepting?
He was just very great

Dad, I failed you
I wasted all you gave
Tears alone can't repay
Unworthy am I
To bear your name
I feel so ashamed

My Lord
What can I say!
A bad son everyday
There when I was yet to talk
Looking at his
Explicitly grace filled son
Who else would have done it?
If not him
Who provided all my wants
And even made supplication for my needs

Lo and behold
I reacted an old role
The prodigal son
I wasted it
His love
His grace
Mercy and favour
All poured down the drain

Widely open
Doors to my being
Extremely greater than my dreams
But I didn't move
An inch was more than it seems
Stuck at the door
Expecting my visions to become real
Waiting for someone to push me
I guess I was weak

Abba Father
I failed
Beyond and within
Sorry wouldn't do
I was nudely vague
But I know you would
Take me as me
Like who I am and used to be
I admit it all
My faults and wrongdoings

Yeah I failed
Indeed I did
But there's a room for change


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